Saturday, January 9, 2021

Too much of everything bad.

Too much money. Too much fear. Too much worry. Too much doubt.

Too much talking. Too loud music. Too much wanting to eat out.

Too much candy.  Too many kisses.  Too many dreams. Too many wishes.

Too many plans.  Too little time.  Too much spontaneous.  Too much wine.

Too much pain.  Too many tears.  Too much resentment.  For too many years.

Too many questions.  Too many thoughts.  Too many "honey, look what I got"s.

Too many memories.  Too much stuff.  Too much passion.  Too little tough. 

Too much excitement.  Too much sleep.  Too little drive.  Too much defeat.

Too little concentration.  Too many things.  Too little focus.  Too many drinks.

Too many insecurities.  Too many goodbyes.  Too many "I'm sorry"s.  Too many lies.

Too many interests.  Too little drive.  Too little completion.  Too much wanting to die.

Too many ants.  Too much thinking.  Too much hurt.  Too much drinking.

Too many excuses.  Too much explaining.  Too much going on.  Too much draining.

Too many plants.  Too much mess.  Too many hours.  Too little rest.  

Too many mistakes.  Too much time has passed.  Too far behind.  Too slow to last.

Too little motivation.  Too much hanging on.  Too much missing of something,  Even before it's gone.

Too much desire.  Too tight of a grip.  Too much control.  Too much cracking the whip.

Too much anxiety.  Too much depression.  Too much repeating the same lessons.

Too many attempts.  Too little complete.  Too many hurts.  Too much defeat.

Too much sorrow.  Too much undone.  Too much confusion.  Too little sun.

Too little progress.  Too many tears.  Too many problems, she's held onto for years.

Too many decisions.  Too little thought.  Way too much impulse.  Too much forgot.

Too many blank stares.  Too much play.  Too many promises.  Too much looking away.

Too many bad words.  Too many late nights.  Too many outbursts.  Too many bad fights.

Too many upsets.  Too little love.  Too little of life left.  

Too much, 

I'M DONE...