stupid follows you.... sometimes.

you know, stupid can even follow you sometimes....

even in your current life....

your current day to day life....

there are some things,

(and my past,)

that have slightly affected the way i feel about certain things....

and my tolerance for certain things....

or my lack of tolerance for certain things....

i will leave you with a bit of advice,

you put someone on a pedastal,

they are bound to disappoint you at some time or another....

it's like leaning on a broken crutch for support.

you'll fall.

therefore, i guess the moral of the story is, don't lean on anything....

not a crutch,

not a wall,

not a person,

not a chair,

not a table,

not anything

(except maybe your therapist)

because you'll fall....

at some point,

you'll fall....

and it hurts.

and you'll cry.

and you'll feel like you're dying....

and you can't blame anyone else but yourself....

but you've got to KNOW that you'll make it through that too!!!!

that you've made it through SOOOO many other things, you'll make it through this or that too!!!!

isn't it so much easier to say and BELIEVE when you're not RIGHT smack dab in the middle of it all??